Wednesday 23 October 2013

Friendster Testimonial :)


I was browsing the net and then poof! I saw my pictures way back the friendster age. For years, it has been only her that mesmerized my soul. She's the one, well that's what I thought. Youtube , Hi-5, Friendster - her face is all over the net just for the reason of me being proud of what I had - her. Maybe the reason why I can't look to anybody besides her is because I still love her. Do you think so? Naaaah. lol. Move on move on din pag may time. It's really hard to erase that 7 years of memory.




Monday 7 October 2013

Arg Notes #38: Biogesic-a

It's has almost been 2 years since we've been apart. She's been away, I've been busy. We are all living our separate lives - apart. There are girls, honestly, who I've found attractive, but I guess I have to admit - my first one will always be the prettiest. I miss everything about her - her smile , the way she looks at me *ugh It's ecstasy* lol. drool. If I was an immature Christian, then I would have all the reason in the world to hold on to her. *Tableflip* Sometimes I feel very unfair. Why do I have to find a girl who loves God more than me? I guess they are called "dream girls" these days - coz they only exists in dreams. It would take me a century to find someone like that. Wew.

End of the line.

She's not coming back.

I won't get her back.

Stick to the plan.

Out.

Friday 4 October 2013

Arg Notes #37: The Lovelife Update

October 04, 2013

Monthsarry? Lol. Sorry guys I wasn't able to update this blog. It's not that my fingers are all broken or neither I gave up my hobby for blogging. I've been busy these past months and here's one of the reasons why...

Ang pangalawang kilig is the sweetest. A big harhar. I thought she is the one.
However, like most guys in my age, im very susceptible to Satan's army of cupids
attacking my romantic life or whatever you call that. It has been months of
hmmmm....mutual understanding? Like we're on the stage of getting to know each
and just been waiting for the right time to "officially" fall in love.
Everything is getting smooth - then it happened. The "moves" men or women
do toward their "I-dont-want-you-anymore" partners.

Kinda shocked coz naturally - I'm the one doing this kind of move to people who "like" me or worse to people who takes great efforts just to convey their obvious feelings toward me. LOL

I invested time, effort, assumed feelings? ROFL

Well, lesson learned. Good relationships starts from friendship. No assumed relationship or whatever. Don't overdo efforts just to make a girl to like you coz sooner at end of her infatuations, you'll be kicked of from her so called dreamland. She may want you today, but not tomorrow. She may want you tomorrow, not today. - or worse, she doesn't want you at all. She's just spending quality conversation with you because she's lonely and have no one to talk to. I dunno. I don't want to judge. But, this is what I feel so I guess I have to write these kind of experiences.

I thought she was the one I would spend the rest of my life - That's what I thought.

#breakitdown