Saturday 7 January 2017

(7/365) Daily Journal


I am a positive person. But when it comes to things I am not sure of - things I am not in control of, I usually fear.

I need faith.

I have exactly 1 year to change myself, my habits, everything - to get the plan done. 

I love Shayne Lanuza. 

For this year, the plan is to marry her.

Friday 6 January 2017

(6/365) Daily Journal

Looks like I'm out of words.

During all the disappointments in my life - all the things I'm getting afraid of, I just ask
myself  "So what God is teaching me now?"

I can't sleep. I over rate things. I'm afraid of not meeting my goals.

I'm afraid of the unknown.





Wednesday 4 January 2017

(5/365) Daily Journal



Hello day!

4 hours stucked at Starbucks doing admin works and unnecessary scrolling across useless websites.
Huehuehue.  SB has changed for the past years. Before, this is a place for rest and good reminiscing with coffee and chit chat with friends. Today, it's a noise manufacturer. Customers insensitive of their noise level. Music on the background - though you really cant figure out what's the sound because it's too noisy to hear it or even recognize the lyrics.

I'm not writing to complain about Facebook.

I miss my girlfriend.

Tuesday 3 January 2017

(4/365) Daily Journal

Dear Diary,

Since I am having trouble expressing through emotions, I will be starting to write. Writing my heart out. Speaking my unspoken words - pouring unexpected emotions. Chos. Ang Arts.

Four days since the start of the year 2017.


Duh.

Redundant.

Slept at 2am. Woke up at 4.

I'm too early for work so good timing I had breakfast at my gf's place.
This is once in a blue moon. Believe me.

We hardly had time for ourselves. I feel like we've been in a relationship too long that we are starting to be bored and grow cold.

Is it?

Nah, I don't believe those lies.

I have exactly one year to save up and marry her - this will be all in God's provision. I don't have anything to start with or even brag about.

I want to see myself accomplish anything - well, atleast I'll start with her.

I am full of worries and things that I am afraid of.

Very badly.

(3/365) Daily Journal

What make someone important? Who dictates that? Is that earned?

I dunno.

Today God is teaching me to be at my fullest.

I dont do things just because I am expected to - but because I want it. So badly I needed to love every piece of it.


Monday 2 January 2017

(2/365) Daily Journal

















Time check: 22:56

Productive day (and yes - my stomach is productive and has its max capacity and efficiency) 


We brought our Palaweno bros and sis to tagaytay this morning - usual joy ride (the tienzo style).

Then evening, we went to buffet la fiesta at MOA with uncle bobby's side --- with Shayne

First time.

This is a dream come true - to finally introduce someone, not only pretty..hmmm. but also someone with a good attitude and a humble heart.

Naks.

Sunday 1 January 2017

(1/365) Daily Journal


      

New Year 2017.

This will not be the same as my previous "taken-for-granted", wasted, and unplanned years of my life.

This year I'm planning to get wed. I wanna get fit. I want to be financially ready. -and most of all, I want to grow more spiritually in my area that God has entrusted me.

I want to make a change not only in me, but also to the people surrounding me and those people I have influence.

Just like how Jesus grew:
  • Wisdom
  • Stature
  • Favor with God
  • Favor with Man
  • Lovelife (extra lang)
This year, I want to grow. I must stop wasting time - wasting my precious resources on things that of low value. I want to put essence in what I do. I want to see myself being the person God has visioned me long before.

I must stop procrastinating.