Second Chances

Joshua & Shayne

I believe in second chances - that God is able to provide the best even to idiots who sometimes prefers the second best.

I am not a perfect person but thank God for giving me someone who can compliment my heart that is eager to serve Him with my life and my talents. She could belong to someone else - that's a fact (well, maybe). But, thanks to the unwavering powers of the heavens for bringing her to me.

Divine intervention must have happened between us. There's a long list of potentials - lol. Just kidding.

Thank you Lord for giving her to me.

Promises

Note to self:

Sorry for being away for far away too long. I missed blogging as much as I missed her. There are lots of transitions in my life right now - from work to whatever it is lol. I'll be back.

To anyone who is reading this: You'll see my future stories pretty soon.

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Always

Permit me to let my heart speak.

People around me are asking who's the next lucky girl and current leading lady on my own fairy tale. Well, that sounded sarcastic. I hate myself for loving the same person ever since. I hate myself for not letting my heart love another. I hate myself for being in love with the person who took me for granted.

I can't understand why I keep seeing the same girl no matter where I look. As if all the girls around me looked like her. I love her. I hate her. But, she will always be the one that I love more than anything - more than myself. I just can't let her pull me out of His kingdom, nonetheless, she will always be my world.

I am not a fool to find love in a different entity. My heart beats her name, so my decisions will follow.
I still love her, I mean it. Only death would hinder me. I am not looking for a new princess, I'm waiting for a renewed princess. Otherwise, my heart will remain cold until the final day arrives - her wedding.

I still love you no matter what.